Recent news: Friday, July 16, 2010

Man, I am more emo now than I have ever felt in my life.
Because firstly, KCM don't tell me all of their 'secrets' or 'gossip'. But since I prefer to know nothing about rumors lest I spread them myself(I never get involved in politics - Chessur), it doesn't really matter as much, but still..
Secondly, they listen to K-Pop and I don't. That's the main thing that distants me from them. K-Pop sounds horrendous to me and my ears suffer internal bleeding. I really hate K-Pop that much. That's why every time they play(blast, more rather) korean songs I either listen to my english songs and block out theirs, or just leave them. Which is why I either follow Kristin around or disappear somewhere by myself.
Thirdly, I am more on the silent type(I have changed from when I was in primary school). I like to keep to myself and not learn about people's relationships and stuff(hm, complete opposite from primary.). Which is why I suck at socializing, and when I am with someone I know, all I ever say is 'Hi', be that person a girl or a boy(hey that rhymes), unless there's something to talk about. I'm the quiet one :D
Fourth, I know less people than the others do. And I'm the silent one, so it's kind of hard for socializing and making new friends. So if Kristin or someone who I'm with at that point of time meets someone whom I don't know, and he/she talks to them, I get left out. Then I might as well go off somewhere else.
Emo, emo, emo. Sigh..I really need someone to either emo with me or help me stop being emo.
on The Social Network at 5:13 PM