That's just sad.

It's like, no one knows about my blog.

Aww oh well.

It is about my life. And my life is boring to the rest of the world. It's not to me hahas.

Royal Wedding yesterday. The first part when Kate came out and walked up the aisle to Prince William was a little bit of excitement there. Then it went downhill and got super boring. Oh well. I'm not the kind of person who..watches weddings. Even the weddings in Singapore aren't that bad. There's food.

I'm getting fat lol. I'm so stressed I eat more. And gain weight. And grow fat. Ugh I really need to go and exercise. Maybe I should go cycling or swimming or jogging tomorrow.

At least I'm trying to remain optimistic and insane. It's the only thing that keeps me going (other than the other stuff) and it is a light in other people's lives...I think. I don't know how much I actually impact them.

Now that I mention it, how much do I actually impact people. Not a lot, I guess. If not they'll be tagging my blog daily. I'm not the popular type. I'm just the regular insane girl-next-door. That's blindly optimistic and abnormally epic. Yay me!

I do hope life gets much better for me soon after this. I want to have fun and live life to the fullest, not slog away at projects that have so much impact on my future. Seriously the school should teach us life skills and also possibly train us more on moral values and character and all that. That way, there'll be no rule-breaking in the school. The school's record will be so clean the ministry will give us a plaque. Character and moral values. And a mature mind (except for me.). That's what counts. Not what, academic and making sure we cite our sources correctly and learning how to write reports and cut wood and make speechs or write debates in our mother tongue. Those can be learnt slowly over the course of a few years. Values should be more emphasised on. The ministry should take this into account. People would want to hire employees with good moral values and even though they might have a low education, they can still slowly learn the skills they need to perform their job well. Of course there are the jobs that need a base foundation to be done well, but that still is up to the person himself or herself to choose.

My god that was...so...sudden. I swear, that was all impromptu. Lol. Ok...anyhoo, there's so many emo and angry people of late. It's either cos of relationships or family matters. *sigh* which is kind of why I'm slightly relieved I'm not in a relationship right now. Imagine the amount of..I don't know, pressure I have on me and stuff. We're all too young. We're all not matured enough to handle it. And we rush into it. And what happens? Emo and depression. Cos we don't understand. We don't know what or how to do things in a relationship that satisfies both.

And with that I wish all the couples good luck.

Ok ok ok I siriusly should stop ranting. But my life is too normal anyway, so rants add a bit more colour to my blog. Other than the nyan cat down there. So yeah.

Ok so yeah. I'm pretty stressed right now. there was this talk on stress management but well it didn't do much good for me.

Not when I have ISS that has such a high risk of failing.

And not when I have the ADMT project that don't seem to be able to be completed by the deadline.

Lastly if I'm super unlucky I'll probably fail the two projects even though I have put so much into it.

Thanks to who? My sucky group mates. Ugh, my group for both ADMT and ISS has sucky people and its like only me and Christian are doing most of the work.

My god I'm so stressed I'm angry. Gaaaaaah.

Can I just do this now:

Curse this shit.

Thank god today wasn't really that bad...if only it could happen everyday..then at last I have something to look forward to, something that really keeps me going.

I really want to give up now. But I know I can't. I'll keep moving on. Always.

I await the day when I finally don't owe anything

Wow I have not like, wrote in my book for so long because I'm so bloody boggled with work and projects and looming exams in like, 2 weeks I can't even do it or think about it. Thank god for my wondrous decision to quit facebook until the exams I finally managed to write in it for today. I finished about 2 chapters today, with like about 4 chapters to finish and 7 chapters to write about if I'm not wrong.

and this friday's good friday which means..

TIME TO GO QUEUE FOR XPERIA PLAY

it's coming out this friday!! I can't wait for it!! I'm so gonna get it.

Yay

Lalallalalalala ok now Idk what to say

oh right

I thank all who wished in either in person or on facebook or twitter, thanks a million

and those who gave me cards and presents I thank you too, thanks for the thought put into it :D

thanks so much, once of my best birthdays so far~ :D

Yay again

Pure brilliance.

Time to celebrate!

It's my birthday, birthday

My fourteenth birthdayy

Only I'm looking forward to my presents, presents

It's my birthday, birthday

My fourteenth birthdayy

Only I'm looking forward to my presents, presents

Partyin, partyin YEAH

Partyin, partyin YEAH

Fun fun fun fun

Looking forward to my presents

TROLOLOLOL

Not only me la still got Chin Fan :D

gift exchange :DD

time tuh party and sambaaaa~~

and look at the countdown clock over there tick dooowwnnn.......

Party in the epanema, baby

I wanna party, I wanna samba

I wanna party, I wanna samba

I wanna party, and live my life(live my life)

I wanna party(party) and fly

(Hey)Imma fly, fly just like a bird

(But you are a bird) Oh Yeah you're right so let me fly just like a rocket then

(Okay) Fly so high, when I need to come down for oxygen

(Hey) Cos' once we start it, baby, ain't no ain't no stoppin' it

(Hey) Cos' I just wanna live my life and party

(Hey) All I want is to be free and rock my body

(Okay) Went around the world and I wanna live my life

In Rio

Cos' in Rio

In Rio I realise

I'm that samba, samba master

Master, master, master, master

Push out sound from my ghetto blaster

Blaster, blaster, blaster, blaster

You dance fast, but I dance faster

Faster, faster, faster, faster

You too slow, you needa catch up

You can dance and dance all night

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

La ya la ya la ya la ya

La ya la ya la ya la ya la ya la ya la ya la ya

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey, hey

hahahahahhahaha

Imma so hyper thanks to my impending birthdayy~ :DD

so excited~!

gonna go school super early to get presents hahas

~~ :DD

:3

squee.

oh and I ordered a brilliant ice cream cake for everybady~

first come first serve OM NOM NOM

love watching the clock at the side countdown the hours~~

only problem is that day got pe ><

hope not 2.4km..

most are either dead or gone..and I admit I haven't updated the links in a while..

but most are dead or gone anyways..other than kristin's blog, but it's just filled with posts about shamus so that doesn't really count ha-ha..

eeyer, then I'm like the only one that updates blogs around here..

and no one really reads it anyway, i mean, there are so many other more interesting blogs out there other than mine

and no one wants to read about this little sad life of mine lol

no la my life is not sad but oh well

it's almost my birthday :D

can't wait.

gonna go to school like superr earlyy. and demand presents :P

gonna be so brilliant. can't wait for the gift exchange between me and chin fan too hahas

it will be so epic~

seriously can't wait ^^

At first I was ok then when I reached the stadium I got really nervous and scared.

My insides were shaking..it was like I went all cold inside.

So at first I just watched..

then when it was time for the 800m..(he was standing there gaaah! ><) I just..got into position with Dionne, Davina and Stacey.

Then when the whistle went off the three of them shoot off like siao. Suddenly all run faster than me. And I was just jogging there. So I tried to..catch up with at least Stacey and Dionne. Stacey was taggin Dionne like..she was just close and the same speed as her la. I tried to catch up by running a little faster and that cost me more energy. After the first round I was very slow. Stacey and Dionne were ahead by 100m. Davina was ahead by 200m. Obvious I lose le. But I just kept jogging lor. then the last part. I try chiong and finished it.

Afterwards I was very dizzy. I walked (dragged, more rather) to where my bag was and my knees gave way onto the ..whatchamacallit...step. I pulled myself up to my seat beside KangYan and I started breathing heavily, then I started crying...cos I let myself and yellow house down and I was just crying and crying and there were quite a few people around me..Kok Yin and Kang Yan and Jing Heng and Marcus..I think Kristin walked back and forth..so did Michelle..but yeah.

After a while I stopped crying because I was getting more dizzy, and nauseous too. Kang Yan gave me a plastic bag just in case which in a way made me feel worse, but then I was trying desperately hard not to puke; I have a really bad phobia of that. So I was just watching and I couldn't see since my glasses were off so I didn't know who to cheer for lol. I was already trying very hard not to puke.

After a super long while, I managed to get up. Strangely enough wearing my glasses made me less dizzy. So I walked around. I went to cheer on (somewhat) the 1.5m girls..I was cheering for Kang Yan, Pei Shan and Jia En. Jia En was like me except her distance longer. Anyway, it was raining and so I went with Kang Yan and Eunice to sit at where Norman was..he was carrying an umbrella to shade a camera..he was apparently helping to film the races..and sitting in the...seats in the rain was very refreshing lol. I then cheered on Shamus in 1.5m boys. I kept yelling at him to overtake za bo lol.

Then I felt ok enough to try out for the 4x100m relay.It would have been ok but at the first part everyone overtook me already, then my shoe flew off my foot lol. The track was slippery cos it was raining. And my shoe flew off lol. Then I kicked it, then I picked it up and continued running. LOL it was so epic and funny. I don't regret that I lost in this though because it means..one less race to run hahas.

Sigh..oh well I guess Imma not be running next year.. my legs are..jelly and my right leg is really fragile..like I could sprain my ankle or something. Time to rest I guess..

It's just next week!! I can't wait! :DDDD

Whooots~~!!!

I think Kristin they all are getting me a hard disk..which is GREAT because I really need one.

I know it's expensive so several people can pool money into one gift.

I can imagine the card already:

Dear Celine,

Happy Birthday~!!!! :D :)

From Kristin, Michelle, Clarabelle

Lol that would be really epic. I never see card with so many people name on it before harharhar.

I seriously need a hard disk to backup my mac...if I didn't and my mac crashed I would certainly DIE because I have like so many songs and pictures on my mac that was painstakingly gained over the period of one year and 4 months and trust me, that's a LOT of pictures and songs. Which is why I'm so very despo to get a hard disk for my birthday.

My dear god I watched Rio today and it was BRILLIANT!!!

IT WAS SO AWESOME!!

I LOVED IT!!!

...well maybe because I'm fangirling over Jesse Eisenberg right now and he's voicing the main guy bird in this movie

and heres a song for you

YAY RIO ^^

....wait for it....

SST GOT BRONZE!!!

I don't even...what I expected Silver but oh well yay everyone!

Wonder what went wrong.

Yay everyone! Bronze!

left class during recess and practically camped out at the learning oasis..

My god PE killed me and i was sore then had to go for SYF..

but anyway I dumped my bag in the locker and went down with my mac and wallet

then i helped to shift the tables while the others brought in the coloured cubes for the set..

then we did a full rehearsal after everyone went back to class

12.10 went to go eat lunch

instant noodles :P

i was wondering whether the school was in the hall for assembly and was thinking about going up and peeking

apparently they weren't

so went back to learning oasis and slacked..around as the cast got their makeup on

about 1-2 plus we shifted everything down to a truck..

since i was shifting the cubes i left my mac in the learning oasis

then mrs nair go lock ==

then scold me for leaving it inside ==

zzz.

took my mac and ran to the bus

inside the bus was singing all the way hahas

once reached there shifted everything down from the truck again and then sat in the sun for 45 mins..

HOT SUN BURNS

well of course lol

luckily could go down to the dressing room enjoy air-con for a while...if not roasted le lar

then went back there while riverside school was performing and shifted the set into the shade

my god the cubes were burning

then waited for riverside to finish...

after that ran across the stage up past the judges seated in the audience and entered the control room

yay air-con xD

opened the cue sheet on my mac and just waited for everyone to be ready

during the performance my hands were shaking for some odd reason

thank god i didn't miss any cues

and yay im so proud of myself and the whole club now

probably should get a silver ba :D

yay everyone

Scary uhs ><

Hopefully my cues are all on time tomorrow...

eeeeeeeeeeek

Ok time to get back to work

Well today was the sports heats..not for my event though lol :P

but then, from what I heard, not many yellow house people got through...

Arrrgh stress on me >< I need to beat Davina...but that's almost impossible..

furthermore my event 800m is not just davina...the other two competitors both in cross-country sia..

scary but oh well I shall just jy me lol

Thank god I have more time cos I was rather tired today...if my event today I die le..

heng.

but GGAAAAAAH why is it already tuesday

thursday's the SYF performance >< I'm so scared I'll miss a light cue and screw things up..

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pressure...

i guess that was why I swore kinda loudly in class while drawing a curved graph..thank god mr ingham didn't like. scold me or anything but I shouldn't have done that though..

the graph broke me and I was nearly crying for some reason

I guess I had too much pressure on me..

PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER BODOH

Gah its drama now and I'm like really hungry ><

LOLLOLLOLLOLLOL

hahahs I really liek this wizard picture its so funny heeheehee

I sound like a counsellor. Oh well.

But seriously. Don't go through your problems alone.

Yay :D

And my first victim was myself lol. And that was why AFD came early for me this year. Epic.

Later today's gonna be really good. :D

And I have found a newfound love for tweeting. It makes me look like I'm coding a new site or something and it makes me look cool in my opinion. Lol.

Let the pranking begin. (In Motion plays in the background lol)