At first I was ok then when I reached the stadium I got really nervous and scared.

My insides were shaking..it was like I went all cold inside.

So at first I just watched..

then when it was time for the 800m..(he was standing there gaaah! ><) I just..got into position with Dionne, Davina and Stacey.

Then when the whistle went off the three of them shoot off like siao. Suddenly all run faster than me. And I was just jogging there. So I tried to..catch up with at least Stacey and Dionne. Stacey was taggin Dionne like..she was just close and the same speed as her la. I tried to catch up by running a little faster and that cost me more energy. After the first round I was very slow. Stacey and Dionne were ahead by 100m. Davina was ahead by 200m. Obvious I lose le. But I just kept jogging lor. then the last part. I try chiong and finished it.

Afterwards I was very dizzy. I walked (dragged, more rather) to where my bag was and my knees gave way onto the ..whatchamacallit...step. I pulled myself up to my seat beside KangYan and I started breathing heavily, then I started crying...cos I let myself and yellow house down and I was just crying and crying and there were quite a few people around me..Kok Yin and Kang Yan and Jing Heng and Marcus..I think Kristin walked back and forth..so did Michelle..but yeah.

After a while I stopped crying because I was getting more dizzy, and nauseous too. Kang Yan gave me a plastic bag just in case which in a way made me feel worse, but then I was trying desperately hard not to puke; I have a really bad phobia of that. So I was just watching and I couldn't see since my glasses were off so I didn't know who to cheer for lol. I was already trying very hard not to puke.

After a super long while, I managed to get up. Strangely enough wearing my glasses made me less dizzy. So I walked around. I went to cheer on (somewhat) the 1.5m girls..I was cheering for Kang Yan, Pei Shan and Jia En. Jia En was like me except her distance longer. Anyway, it was raining and so I went with Kang Yan and Eunice to sit at where Norman was..he was carrying an umbrella to shade a camera..he was apparently helping to film the races..and sitting in the...seats in the rain was very refreshing lol. I then cheered on Shamus in 1.5m boys. I kept yelling at him to overtake za bo lol.

Then I felt ok enough to try out for the 4x100m relay.It would have been ok but at the first part everyone overtook me already, then my shoe flew off my foot lol. The track was slippery cos it was raining. And my shoe flew off lol. Then I kicked it, then I picked it up and continued running. LOL it was so epic and funny. I don't regret that I lost in this though because it means..one less race to run hahas.

Sigh..oh well I guess Imma not be running next year.. my legs are..jelly and my right leg is really fragile..like I could sprain my ankle or something. Time to rest I guess..